3.14.2015

38 DD

{inspired by India’s exhortations on & exultation of breast leadership....}
for a long time, my breasts frustrated me. 
they seemed long, flattened, and strange compared to others i’d seen. for a black woman--even a light-skinned one--my areolas are practically non-existent. at rest, their color is nearly uniform. aroused, they end in smallish, light brown sugar knobs.     
some time in late adolescence, i was flipping through an old issue of national geographic or watching something about africa and happened to see a whole village of women with breasts that favored mine. darker skin, but the shape matched: long dew-drops with disproportionately small nipples. after that, i started thinking of my breasts as a mark of some lost ancestry. 
many years later, i read a story about how Obatala fell in love with Yemonja practically on sight--but she forced him to wait to see her nude, making him promise not to laugh at her long breasts. it reminded me of how i used to wait for my lovers’ laughter, considering what cuter, less womanly wonders they'd palmed. 
Obatala broke his promise, but  my lovers never acknowledged my unspoken one. 
they lingered over my petite nipples, marveling at their responsiveness, sometimes choosing favorites. 
if i straddled them, the girls fell into their mouths like warm, ripe fruit. they readily filled or overflowed grasping hands. made gracious pillows and headrests. they are often reached for in plain view by boyfriends, clothes and bras be damned. 
eventually i even learned to appreciate the watery, tender fullness that could show up just before my cycle. i figured out how to gauge and control their movement when i decided not to wear a bra, and allow them their freedom when possible. 
despite my mother’s concern that they would sag or droop due to my early lingerie choices and natural weight, they never have. what had always deflated or misshapen them were my insecurities and inattention. 
today, they are massaged daily with shea butter, coconut oil, or some blend of the two. my cleavage is my favorite place to anoint with perfume. 
they’re more beautiful than they’ve ever been... because i love them just as they are. 

1.31.2011

au revoir

greetings, beloveds!

you may have noticed that your loving proprietress has been scarce lately.  as has happened before, life has a way of getting in the way...even in wonderfully juicy spaces such as this.  however, it may take a little longer than usual to get back into the swing of things this time. 

this blog is inactive, but don't worry--we won't change a thing. all the links, sidebars, and post archives will remain for future reference up while we figure out how to move forward.

in the meantime, remember what you've learned here, and go share it with a friend.

til then...yours in all things pleasurable,

:~::~ ms. bliss ~::~:

1.07.2011

a cup of tea...

it might behoove you to check out rev. baruti's latest sermon.

here's a taste:
My brothers let me tell you, it is this easy, when SHE asks for tea, give the Black Woman in your life Tea, do not give HER terrible innuendo intended to bed HER. This will come about with gentleness, if I sent you to pick flowers for a woman I would not give you a bulldozer to do it. My expectation would be that you would approach the flower fields wet from the dew with kindness in your heart.

12.16.2010

isn't this delicious?

it's just sex features paintings made by couples making love.

12.12.2010

12.04.2010

the word

today's word comes from an installment of the daily love, a source of inspiration and motivation a sistafriend recently hipped me to. we thought this was worth posting in its entirety.
I don't know about you, but there are many times when I tend to put other people ahead of myself.

In the past I've done this to my own detriment and then I've been angry when there is not love, attention, energy or money left for me. Then, after I'm angry, I started to blame the other person for doing something "to me".

This way of thinking comes from an older and out-dated version of myself. Today, I make sure that my needs are met. I make sure I am putting my health, my wealth and my best interests first so that I can have a proper foundation. It's only after having a proper foundation and reserve of love, money and health that I can begin to give these things away to others.

Paradoxically, however, part of filling myself up with love is being of service to others. Everything I do and create is done so because I believe in inspiration. I believe that everyone should live their own version of an inspired life and not be held hostage by their fears. I believe that love conquers hate and that every person in their heart of hearts wants to love and be loved. So I created my own expression to relate what I believe to the world.

And the world gave back. In this giving back, I am filled up with even more to give away.

So, at the same time, what I've found is that I must give to myself, so I have more to give away. And the best way to give to myself is to be of service and value to other people.

This is the true nature of loving yourself. Knowing that your needs must be met and, at the same time, knowing that being of service is one of the fastest ways to fill yourself up. There is no 100% correct black and white answer. Every person must find the balance of healthy selfishness with healthy service. Once this balance is found an EXTRAORDINARY life will follow.

How can you show up more for yourself today?
How can you show up more for others?
[emphasis added]

be good friends, beloveds. be blissful lovers.  but don't forget to be good to yourselves.

peace & blessings!

11.06.2010

taking care of business

recently, a three year old article linking oral sex to throat cancer resurfaced and got twitter all aflutter. 

without repeating some of the ridiculousness that emerged in our timelines, here's a summary of what's known:

there are about 100 different strains of HPV, and exposure is common. out of those 100 strains, about 30 can be sexually transmitted, but not all of these lead to what we commonly think of as herpes or cancerous cells.

one way to reduce risk of transmission during vaginal oral sex is to use a dental dam. about.com has some basic instructions on how to make one. for fellatio, condoms are helpful, but not as effective as they are for preventing some other STIs, as the epigee article points out.*

so, enjoy your dessert...but do so responsibly.

take care, beloveds!


*as always, we remind you that we aren't doctors/nurses/etc...just sharing information as we find it.  check in with a trusted health care provider/professional as needed for the best, most current information.

10.15.2010

the word

today's word is an inspiring, challenging question from the super hussy herself, aiesha turman--director of the black girl project and all around fly mama. it reads:

The minute you stop caring what other people think; the minute you stop trying to control outcomes; the minute you decide to adhere to your core beliefs; the minute that other folks' constructs have no bearing on your life; the minute you realize that you are the prize...is the minute that you are free. Are you free?

beloveds, are you free?

10.10.2010

in the waiting room...



"easy"
chanté moore

spoken:
good morning baby,
how did you rest last night?
did you rest well?
I love waking up to you
what would you like for breakfast?
I think you're what i'd like to do today
it's so easy...it would please me so much
to please you
what would you like to do today?
nothing is too much, come here baby.

1
i'll massage your back, run your bath
it's never too much for me to do
anything you ask, whatever the task
dont even ask, it's done

2 (with adlibs)
it's never too much ooh lovin you is easy
lovin you is what id like to do
what id like to do today- easy
ooh lovin you is easy and cause
you're the one...lovin you is fun


3
breakfast in your bed on sunday mornin
what would you like today? today, today?
when you retired, shall i light your fire?
what do you require its done!

4
i'll be your sugar in the mornin
your shade in the noonday sun
i'll be your honey in the evening babe
and i'll get down sweet and low
and in the midnight hour
i'll give you what you require
lovin you is so sweet...easy!

spoken:
no don't say a word
let me read your mind
I know what you want!
come here!

5
lovin you is easy cause you're the one man
morning noon and night working hard as I can
and anything you want baby anything you need
want it, say it, do it, cause you're so easy
anything you need it's done